MTV

Lying in my bed

Feeling very sad

Thinking whether to die

Or to masturbate

Looking for a blade

Want to make an end

I would like to cut my veins

But I am too afraid

Watching MTV

Feeling like a creep

Many tons of tits and ass

And nothing is for me

Oh, how much I despise

All those sleezy, smiling guys

Always knowing what is "in"

And what to eat to be slim

Impossible it seems

That they are human beings

I wonder if they ever have

To shit or take a leak

The only thing I really need

Is something tough and masculine

Nice brave guys in uniforms

And comradeship in easy wars

The only thing I really need

To improve my self-esteem

Is an enemy, 

a rifle 

and something to fight for